Sunday, May 22, 2011

Come On, Summer!

As established in my earlier post...I love my job. I could even use the word adore on most days. In fact, I rarely get up and feel like I'm going to "work," unless it's a week I have morning duty. At 7:30 in the morning, I am in no way a happy camper and I find high school immaturity less than cute.

Regardless of how much I love what I do, I also love that I get a summer break. And at this point, I am super-ready for it. I overdid myself this semester, and I've paid for it. Now, I'm just ready to wake up later than 5:45 a.m., spend my free time with my husband, and get my house somewhat in order.

I'm ready to embrace my summer. :) Bring it on.

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Teaching

My profession has been heavy on my heart lately for a variety of reasons. For one, I am in the middle of writing up my responses to the Teacher of the Year questions. One of the first questions asks why I became a teacher. I'm supposed to write two double-spaced pages, but I can sum up my response in much less than that. I am a big believer that I didn't choose teaching, but instead, it chose me. Some are called to study law, some are called into medicine, and I was called to teach; it is as much a part of my DNA as my eye color. I honestly consider it one of the most honorable professions in the world. Sure, there are jobs I could work and get paid much more money or have much more prestige, but I'd rather sit in my classroom and shape the lives of young adults over money and titles any day of the week.

Last night in my graduate class, one of my fellow classmates (and a teacher) shared with our little 618 family that this would be her last year teaching. She's not retiring and hasn't been laid off. After three years, she's just decided teaching is not for her. I am devastated to say the very least. I've seen her presentations in class, heard her talk about her students with such passion, and now I feel like our field is losing something great. Denise Hildreth-Jones, one of my favorite Christian speakers, is also a novelist. She often tells the story of how she never believed she could be a writer until someone told her that she needed to write a book. Her response was, "I don't write," and the person said, "Yeah, you do." After publishing several novels, she tells this story to reference the power other people have to call us into our destinies. I wholeheartedly believe that teaching is mine.

When I was a little girl, I often had to be my sister's student while she played school. I desperately wanted to grow up and have either a younger sibling or a classroom of my own so I could teach real people instead of stuffed animals. My parents assured me a classroom would be the more likely of the two. I remember racing in the door from kindergarten, eager to teach my daddy the letter "J" and all the j-words we had learned that day. A love for learning had ignited even then, and it has continued to grow.

Are there bad days in teaching? Sure, there are. Do I often leave school at 5:00 exhausted and lugging home a night's worth of work to grade? Of course. Sure, I'd like a job that allows my day to end when I leave my place of employment, and there are days I'd practically kill for a decent lunch instead of whatever the cafeteria staff has dreamed up. But at the end of each and every day, there is nothing I'd rather do than teach. It is who I am.
Me with one of my favorite students on her happy graduation day.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

Relaxation

Oh sweet Lord, how I needed Spring Break. I have entirely used this week the way it was intended when God looked down on teachers and said, "My word, by March or April, they're bound to be crazy." I relaxed. That is all I've done. And it has been nothing short of miraculous.

My sweet husband, on the other hand, painted our entire kitchen in our cute little fixer-upper and did some landscaping work. Last night he stayed up late folding a mountain of laundry. I woke up all sleepy-eyed, wondering just what I'd done right in life to deserve someone like him. He is the epitome of what a husband should be, and I am so thankful for him even on our worst days.

Of course, my relaxation came with a price. I currently have until 4:30p.m. tomorrow to get three projects completed for graduate school (two of which have not been started). Was it worth it? Most definitely.